Diana's Journal

Writer's Block: Cyber Monday Shopping
I just pre-ordered a Harry Potter DVD for my friend. I owe him a lot. I will finish up my shopping this week. I usually don't shop for presents that early, but there are so many good deals and I'm broke. If not for sales, I would probably don't know what to do.

Writer's Block: Black Friday Steals & Deals
Bon Jovi CD for $6.99. Maybe a toy for for my friend's son. That's about it. I'm practically dome with my holiday shopping.

Writer's Block: It's Never Too Early...
Shopping in progress. I started last week. Otherwise I would miss the $10 Lakers slippers.

Writer's Block: Twilight becomes you
I have not yet see the New Moon, but I definitely will soon. Maybe in a week or so when the stupid hormone-driven teenage girls will stop screaming in the theaters. As for the comparison, you can read it later. I will complain about it, so tune in.

Writer's Block: First Things First
1. Check my MSN Messenger hoping to get forgiveness e-mail from Paul. So far nothing.
2. Check my other Hotmail account hoping to get an interview for another job.
3. Go to Craigslist for new job listings
4. Open Microsoft Word with my Resume and such
5. Other sites

Writer's Block: Super-human
The super-power that I really want to have is the ability to read other people's thoughts. I think psychic abilities are cool.

Writer's Block: Play it again, Sam
Weird Al CDs. I love Weird Al!

Writer's Block: Famous last words
I would probably keep apologizing to Pasha for all the stupid things I've ever done.

Writer's Block: Change is good
I would change my entrire life if I could

Writer's Block: Last supper
I would probably spend my last night on Earth with my family. I know that I would be pissed an want to be alone, but it's better to be with the ones you loved one last time. As for food... Well SUSHI and ICE CREAM are my choices.

Writer's Block: Relive in the moment
There are too many hours that I would like to relive. I made too many mistakes.

Writer's Block: Time traveler
1990's would be the best decade for me to go back to. I can correct my mistakes and have a better future or should I say present. I would take either my brother or one of my friends.

Writer's Block: Agree to disagree
I don't thing that such stupid thing as a different political view is a reason to ruin a friendship. There are worst things that difference of a political party or a contrary opinion.

Writer's Block: Do you check your stars?
I used to believe in astrology when I was 14. Now I don't because it never comes true.

Writer's Block: Sleep on it
I said a lot of stuff with anger. As for regret, the thing I wrote to Paul that I regret the most. I am in the process of apologizing. I don't think he will ever forgive me though.

Writer's Block: Would you want a do-over?
I wish I could. Knowing what happened this year, I would like to relive it differently. First of all, I would not make mistakes with Paul. I would accept his invitation to come back, even though my life sucks. Second, I would spend more time with grandpa. I know that he passed away this April.

Better yet, I want a do-over for few years back. Maybe go back to 2002, or better yet relive life since 1992. I would change my life and be happy now.

Current Mood: contemplative

Writer's Block: What if calories didn't count?
I'm not sure. If the calories wouldn't count for 24 hours, I would probably eat a lot of ice cream and cakes. Maybe go to a fast-food place for breakfast lunch and dinner and try everything on their menu, twice. Than again, I would probably have a stomachache afterwords.

Writer's Block: The truth is out there ...
I think I saw a UFO once. Than again, it could have been a plane or a helicopter. Therefore, I would give a person a fair chance before considering them crazy.

To tell the truth, just two days ago I was thinking about UFO abductions. I don't mind being abducted as long as they'll abduct a certain guy as well. I really need to talk to him and apologize for my behavior.

Now What?
Well, my idea of leaving another message failed. He turned off his answering machine. He must be really mad at me. I know that I messed up big time. I am trying to correct my mistake, a huge mistake, but he doesn't want to know me. I would do anything to turn back time and not act stupid.

Current Mood: sad

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